Monday, 26 May 2008 @18:09
I've decided to create a whole new blog. After all, coming into rjc means starting a whole new life and welcoming whole new experiences. I'd very much like to forget all the sorrows of the past and keep the bits from which I have learnt lessons from. I really do miss rgs. It was a place where I really grew to understand what kind of person I want to be. But of course, I thank God for guiding my path, for helping me understand that there is more to life than the tangibles. I stepped on the toes of many people in rgs, for this I really wish to apologise. at the same time, I also wish to thank those who have picked me up when I fell, those that stood by me despite my relentless complaints.
everyone seems to be moving on in rjc. which makes the statement that change is the only constant very true. everyone is caught up in their new life, their new passion, I guess I'm guilty of that too. life goes on so fast in rjc that you sometimes forget to take a step back and evaluate whatever you have done.
sometimes, you just try to grab onto things you feel you are about to lose grip of. Certain things i feel i should not let go of.
I've begin to realise that God is speaking to me whenever I comfort others with His Word. I am hardly ever alone when I grow weary of waiting for His answers. Patience. God has a perfect plan. I have learnt to wait for His replies and to have fidelity in Him. He has never failed me and never will. I seek solace in that fact. I'm beginning to realise the importance of having an eternal source of support especially when friends come and go.
I want to thank God for these
1. for a stable and loving family
2. for city harvest and e426 my source of strength
3. my close friends
4. my gifts
5. my weaknesses from which I begin to understand how vulnerable I am without Him.
6. for good teachers in rjc
7. confidence for the future
I will not return to school and say that I had spent my whole june holidays studying. Neither will I go back saying that I have not studied at all. I trust that I will learn to strike the delicate balance between work and play.
Still learning...