certain people just stick by you through thick and thin. and even if u fail to spend time with that person for quite a bit, that person will still come back and ask, hey how are u >< Jane, ure that person. thanks so much ><
I guess friendship isnt about how much time you spend with that person, but how deep you care about that person. this is what ive learnt from her. you have never failed to say the word "you" when everyone else says "I".
Todays teachers' day, quite a memorable one in fact >< my class really went to the pains to get great gifts for the teachers. when ms gan saw the harley davidson plastic bad she was so happy she totally hugged it so tightly! and she din even open to see wad was inside. lol! we gave her a harley davidson water bottle and she was all smiles ><
Ms Goh got nice shades too. shes really pretty and everyone thinks so ><
hahahahaah... ><
okays gtg n zzzzz
I've always love this CHC song...
we sang it today at service. and it spoke to me quite a bit
Mercies that rise with the new morn,
Set me apart as a new born.
Each moment I live, by faith I believe
With You I'm never alone
Darkness may come, trials seem so long.
You are the Light I depend on.
Through valleys and storms,
Your Word keeps me strong,
My shelter, refuge and song.
I trust in You.
Every day I live I know You are my God,
I lift my face and look to You my Lord.
Even when the mountains tremble and a thousand fall,
I will stand with You,
My Jesus, take my all.
The line "Each moment I live, by faith I believe
With You I'm never alone" means a lot to me. In rjc or perhaps any jc, sometimes, everyone is caught up in their studies and few people will really find the time to ask u how you are, or even acknowledge ur existence and that you matter to them. God told me that I do not need all these. While i should still treat people with love, I should not fear if they do not reciprocate, because with Jesus Himself, I'm never alone. >< its quite touching as to how Jesus, who sits at the right hand of the Father and helps govern the entire universe can even bother to spend time with me and speak to me when I'm alone, telling me how I should handle various issues in my life ><
I think its also about knowing that He is God. That Hes in charge of everything. That i need not fear when turbulence disrupts my smooth flight, or when the rough waves rock my boat. If Peter can walk on water, so can I, with Jesus.
Promos are coming and its really a time during which my faith is greatly tested...but God said that everything im going thru is common to man. With God, all things are possible and behold, all things are new. >< I'm starting afresh with God tomorrow. ><
till next time XD
thank You God for loving me
You are my everlasting spring
thank you God for giving me a reason to live
Its You that I want to please
thank You God for Your supernatural strength
that I can move mountains once again
thank You God for accepting the imperfect me
in You I find security
I love You Lord for loving me. Help me go through my difficulties.
I lean on You my Source of strength.For You, I want to be able to go to the greatest length.
my attempt at poetry. really glad to have support from friends and cg mates. in this jc, i realise i need them so much more. I want to overcome my problems, and with God, I have faith that I will soar like an eagle, over my problems ><
In You, I find my peace. i really do ><
national day... is the day i spend doing pw at home... :(
ive completed
1. 2 posters for PW
2. 10% of my EoM
3. a little of my chem tutorial...
tts ok luh. but ive been really distracted by like msn and hahaa youtube...occasionally changing the soundtracks im listening to on itunes.
the posters look like this
ive been listening to Surrender All by the Parachute Band for countless times today! really like it...
Surrender all, surrender all...I'm dead to sin, alive within XD
In a relatively good mood today XD gona go n eat with my parents later! cant wait. XD its been a long time since we really ate together. the problem with modernisation. sigh.
okays then i shall go and continue with my EoM... XD
the long awaited national day holidays have arrived! man i really need this break, spend time w cell grp, spend time with God and with myself. XD
national day celebrations was quite good yesterday XD had loads of fun w my class. the community singing was just madness since the whole mph was jumping and felt like it was gona collapse! the dance performances were fantastic too XD looked really professional.
gona take today to really unwind and relax. cant wait for cell grp today. gona lean on God as my only source of strength XD
n nancy, i knw ure reading this. haha! i really hope our pw goes through well. i think somehow the presentation isnt outstanding enough. like we need more impressive illustrations. so how nancy?
life is subjected to constant change and change is not just the only constant in this world, God is too. dependable, reliable and lovely. I'm moving on... and i hope my words will manifest in my actions.
These few days have been VERY trying for me. extremely in fact. its the few days when everything goes wrong (ie. studies, family etc), and one of my pillars of strength seems to have disappeared. Really worn out these days. really really worn out. emotionally and mentally. HRLP!!!
did quiet time today and God really revived me. talked to joycelyn also. I pray to God for wisdom. wisdom surpasses knowledge and i guess thats more impt than knowing everythn in the world, since its abt knwing wad to do with the knowledge. XD i love God really much, though I have drifted from Him the past few days, today, i realised that drawing back to Him really helped. drawing back to my true vine. feel refreshed. XD I'm trying my best to stand strong amidst my difficulties and challenges. n i believe God is putting me through this so i can stretch myself.
i really wanna thank jane, nancy, hongchuan,kelly, michelle and amy for being there for me today. just talking to me when i cried. i love you guys a lot XD
i believe i will live the next few weeks and the rest of my life stronger. after all, all these things only serve to make me stronger once i come out of it. and i know i will, for God will not allow me to drown in my challenges nor will He allow things to happen to me of which i cannot handle.
Living rain!
love u guys loads!
Love you Jesus!
sometimes i wish i didnt care. but God gave us emotions for a reason.
sometimes i hate ur fickleness. but God says I can be secure in His love.
sometimes i wish i wasnt affected. but God is using this to teach me to lean on Him more.
sometimes i think i'm crumbling under all the pressure. but God says He will make a way
but God...
I need to depend on You as my only source of strength. let go of this world and her ways... look to Your ways
Living rain, fall again, over my life, over my land...
Living rain, wash my heart again...