Saturday, 28 June 2008 @00:57
theres been some stuff running through my mind. other than the Krebs cycle, Boyle's Law and economies of scale. been causing me to take doubly longer time to fall asleep. i guess its wad teenagers go thru. the time when we struggle to be sure of how we feel about a particular situation. and somehow you go back and forth btw nonchalance and being greatly affected. its quite annoying actually. i know im being super vague. but i just need to let this out.
sometimes something may seem to be heading towards a certain direction. but one circumstance alone can turn the tables around. and i will drift back to nonchalance.or trying to ignore the situation.
anyway, the only reason that i have the time to think about all these is cos my CTs are over. for now. really glad. i feel that God has really blessed me throughout the entire week. despite the fact tt i didnt manage to finish studying. He really helped me. I could feel Him prompting answers at the back of my mind and telling me theres sth wrong with this answer. and it turns out that there really was sth wrong with my answers!
ok back to the annoying situation. its really getting on my nerves. and i cant avoid it and i have to face it almost everyday. I'm really praying to God for discernment. My cgl said something relevant today. That i cannot let my emotions rule my life. thats just the lowest way of living. I simply have to choose what is right and live by it. I believe soon I will sort out the right mindset i should have regarding my situation. yes. XD
to God be the glory!