Tuesday, 28 October 2008 @22:59
today...
is it just teenage angst? i really duno. sometimes i wish i could just skip this stage altogether. you probably hv no idea wad im talking abt or wad im gona talk abt, but bear with me yea.
i duno if i regret it at all...making that decision...stepping into the unknown. many opinions, many choices, many routes, all leading to the same or different outcome?
is it worth all the trouble? all the emotions, all the pain...all the concern, all the fears, all the effort?
if only i could read minds. so i know what on earth is going thru your mind. if only you could read my mind. if only you people could read my mind, to understand how im trying my best to be the person that i should be and all the struggles i go through trying to find a balance in things.
perhaps im just attention seeking yea... im not sure...
ever felt that you are the one whos giving the most, only to be greeted with indifference? or at least less than the attention/care you deserve? sometimes i feel that i care more...
ok this is really emo. i just gotta let it out. no matter how unreasonable it may be.
so... just a v sianned day today. even though i generally had fun since its almost the last day of school. it was relaxing i guess.
so many eyes. just looking... you really never know wad people think of you behind that smile. then again...how do u please the whole world. so do u choose people to please? well... God says...do not place your confidence in man but in God. tts true... :)
haiz... just one of the more emo days for me. i will be fine tomorrow i guess. will be having sleepover at jane's place :) gonna pray later.
till next time