Saturday, 4 October 2008 @23:45
somehow today, im really in the mood to just sit down and talk to someone. Not move about or go out, but to just sit down and talk. Its been a while since I last did that. I've quite a bit of issues that are occupying my mind. I wouldnt say they are troubling me but just stuff that needs to be told. I guess its probably because exams have just ended that i have the time to think about things that are not related to academics. my character, my outlook, my friends...and where i really want to go in life, which i am still very unsure about.
Expectations of people. Is it fair to have them? Where do you draw the line? I find myself setting various expectations of people subconsciously and ultimately, I get disappointed. Very often, its simply because those expectations are simply ridiculous. Im kinda annoyed with myself regarding this. I mean, how often do I fulfill the expectations others set for me. But life isnt about fulfilling what others expect of us. If it is, it would be rather sad and difficult.
Yep, just some food for thought.
Went to xinhui's 21st bdae party today >< She dressed up really nicely. It was enjoyable overall, spent time w my cg and had a slight taste of what university students look like. Somehow, they seem really much more mature than jc students and jc students always seem much more mature than sec sch students. like duh rite? haha. I really wonder how things will change when i enter university. It seems to far away. But then again, thats wad i said about entering jc when i first stepped into rgs. time doesnt fly, it jets. ><
kk, time for me to go n sleep. till next time ><