Saturday, 8 November 2008 @22:28
tired... honestly, ignorance is bliss... sometimes.
sometimes u just wanna avoid the consequences yea? i regret saying certain things to ppl. cos stuff has changed i guess. am i insensitive? i admit that i am at times. im still trying to work on that aspect.
my eyes are tired from the overflowing again... i guess self realisation is something everyone has to go through now and then... but i guess i never fail to cry when that happens to me.
i feel horrid. but i know i have to pick myself up... is this something God has planned for me to go through? i really havent thought of it that way... not in this area. but i know He would never give me something i cannot handle.
im gonna learn... i guess one important part of growing up is to not be afraid of learning. you may ask..how difficult can learning get? isnt it just absorbing...? well...today ive learnt that the process of learning involves a few crucial steps.
1. humbling yourself
2. admitting that you are wrong
3. applying what you have learnt.
self-actualisation makes me cry all the time... cos i knw that i am indeed a person with many flaws (i have strengths too...but its nt the point here) and how ugly a human being can be...
but God saved the day. and He will continue to save my days :)