Saturday, 6 December 2008 @16:30
im back home :) its great to be back after 2 weeks away from home. i really missed most of the things back home and my parents more than i nornally do.
i thoroughly enjoyed my trip. it was filled with many struggles but it had an equal amount of joys :)
i managed to sort out my thoughts on many things. and even tho it might take some effort on my part, i have decided that i will do it. sometimes, mind over heart shld be practiced.
im casting my net further in many areas of my life. for instance, im considering studying in Australia next time :) that place is really much more relaxed and you really get to enjoy the lush green scenery especially in the suburbs. Australians are terribly nice people too :) they are extremely polite and kind. im casting my net further ... not gonna restrict myself to any particular path. God holds many opportunities for me :) i shall not jail myself :)
sometimes u think that a particular route you have chosen is the best one or you may think that you wont get anything better or u dont deserve better. God wants us to be the head and not the tail. to be above and not beneath :) As a Child of God. i deserve much more. i shall explore the other opportunities God has in store for me. I'm really glad this trip helped in broaden my horizons in so many ways. i guess sometimes its the life lessons you learn on study trips that matter most :)
i have loads of stuff to do. which i will get down to doing after this.
RCLF, Christmas party, School work. :)
Everything shall be done with the joy of the Lord. for that is my strength :)
God spoke to me a lot during the trip. He told me to focus on Him. and i did. when i did, all my insecurities fled me. all the fears i had became small. even though as the day passes, my confidence may fade, i will make sure that i recharge during quiet time again :) God makes all things new :)
amen