Thursday, 11 December 2008 @00:03
a normal day :)
i woke up, did some homework... did my quiet time :) i had a peaceful time today. so much has happened over the past few weeks that i really appreciated the brakes that were pulled recently. i guess a phase of my life has passed and im moving on to something new that God has planned for me to go thru. and during this transition, its a bit less eventful and mild. so mayb thats y im a bit sianned. but well.. i do need this time to re-prioritise. :)
i have found new motivation to strive harder. its really not for anyone but God. If an idea isnt ridiculous, why have it? I am aiming to get into Cambridge. A tall order yes... but I want to shine for God in my studies and i do hope i can do well enough :) i will try my best tho. im gona try my utmost best to ensure that RCLF works.
God spoke to me about confidence and surprisingly thru myself, when i was talking abt it to a friend. Confidence, true confidence doesnt come from the no. of people who love or accept u but in knowing that you are a Child of God and are treasured so much. theres only one me. and heaven rejoiced when i turned to Christ. thats how special each of us are. :)I need to know the kinda person i am...my strengths and my weaknesses. and i roughly have an idea. :) so when i get criticised for something that i knw i am not guilty of, i will not get too affected. i will learn to filter comments and criticisms :)
i feel God speaking through me very often recently. i say things that i never expected to say to people. things that enlighten myself even. Glory to God. really. but i wanna thank God for leading my path. for never failing to be by my side and be with me when i run out of tears and even when i have joy in me :)
My Life, Your Song
Bridge:
In all my life, Be Glorified
With Christ in me, No longer I
Part of a Verse:
Nothing in this world, can take me away from You
Our love goes on and on...